And indeed that’s why I get emotionally entangled so very often. It’s not that I am obsessed with one particular person in general. But I somehow elevate relationship to the status of friendship! And misconstrue a rejection as a friend turned into a foe. It’s time to search for a remedy. Certainly I should pay less attention to what others think about me, or about what I did to them, or at least be more selective in handling these matter. A short essay amidst numerous long ones might attract my eyeballs in the futures.